Why I'm an affiliated photographer with Now I Lay Me Down To Sleep

Because my children are healthy.
Because sometimes I think it’s not fair.
Because I understand the importance of remembering
And acknowledging those feelings are there.
I can’t always help with words or cards,
But I can help with my gift of art
I can help with my eye for photography
So, I do. 

The mission of Now I Lay Me Down to Sleep (NILMDTS) is to provide remembrance photography to parents suffering the loss of a baby with a free gift of professional portraiture.

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NOTE: This hits home and tough for me to share...the paragraphs below, my experiences, they happened three years ago, so I've had time to process things, a lot.  I'm here for my best friend still, and support her daily the best I can.  This isn't an easy topic to talk about, but I think it's important.  

My best friend and I were pregnant at the same time, due in October.  Only she gave birth at the hospital in July, and didn’t leave until April the next year when he passed away at 9 months old.  Meanwhile, another friend of our family was due in September and had her daughter, stillborn, in May.  Their grievance, their timeline of survival, I was a bystander through it all.  I was left in a very awkward position because my baby was healthy. 

This past spring I received a random email from a member of my camera club saying “Cheryl Haggard, the founder of Now I Lay Me Down To Sleep, will be in Cincinnati on Monday”.  I had never heard of her or the company, and was strongly compelled to do some research.  So I did, and went to the in-person meeting a few days later.  I picked up some literature and information, applied to be a volunteer photographer, and here I am.  

After going to a handful of sessions, I’m happy I decided to walk this path with the other volunteers.  It’s sometimes hard to stop my routine, especially with two small kids, and decide to take a session, but I decide to have a few hours of stillness in my body and mind and to be present with the baby and family while I’m there.  I think it’s important they know I’m honored to be a part of their child’s life, I’m grateful to have met them and photograph them.  I will remember their child, and I was impacted by them.  <3

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Cincinnati Newborn & Family Portrait Photographer

Three Little Photo is an in-home and on-location newborn & family portrait company located in northern Cincinnati, Ohio.   Owned and operated by photographer & postpartum doula, Jennifer Smith, who specializes in natural light and has photo-journalistic style.

Now Serving: Liberty Twp, OH – West Chester, OH – Mason, OH – Lebanon, OH – Cincinnati, OH – Dayton, OH – Springboro, OH – Loveland, OH – Maineville, OH – Milford, OH – Batavia, OH – Amelia, OH – South Lebanon, OH – Villa Hills, KY – Cleves, OH – Hamilton, OH – Blue Ash, OH – Hyde Park, OH - Fairfield, OH - Oxford, OH

Source: https://www.nowilaymedowntosleep.org/